Song of the day: Verdera “the falling kind”
So yesterday, I went to the Growers Market, in the rain. I did end up buying the pumpkin soap. It smells a bit strong, so I am unsure if I will be using it as a body soap. But definitely as a hand soap. I will post pics tomorrow. I have been loving autumn lately. I am supposed to go pick pumpkins with my friend Ally tonight, but she hasn’t gotten back to me yet. Calling her now actually.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about lots of things about my life. I feel so tired of the whole “hooking up” scene. It’s been 8 months (holy cow) since I have been single. And I have been enjoying the single life for that time, but lately, I’ve been wanting something more. Things just need to change. Another random thought that came into my head lately is that: why should I try to defend myself and let him know I am different now. He should be the one telling me he’s different. As long as I know I’m a different person, why the hell should I be worried about if he believes me or not? I shouldn’t be.
Lots of new things happening lately. I will keep you posted.