“The Holiday”
“i mean its hard….but And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends… you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little peices of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade”
Me and one of my old ex boyfriends, not the most recent one, were talking online today and I told him how I randomly feel upset about everything. And he sent me that quote, it made me cry. But it was really relieving. I don’t know. I told him I don’t really know who I am right now. And he’s like “Nicole, you’ll figure it out. Don’t worry about it”. it was just nice to hear that from someone else.
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