what you know & what you feel

15 things you probably never knew or thought about….

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don’t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

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Found that on a website someplace &
I really do hope some of those are true.

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Well, yesterday was quite scary. I woke up at 6am, after only sleeping for 3 hours with a weird pain in my stomach. Decided to sit in the bathroom for a while just incase I had to throw up. Ended up throwing up blood. Scared the sh!t out of me. My stomach hurt all day long. I tried to make a doctors appointment but my doctor will be gone all this week, so I will have to wait until next week. Someone said it might be a stomach ulcer. BLEH.

Today I woke up around 10. Had some cereal, and surfed the internet *Tumblrs, I am obsessed with that blog site! Sorry blogger. Plan for today is as followed:

1. workout onDemand
2. shower
3. maybe getting my nails done
4. work

Oh, and song of the moment: Vienna by The Fray
“Maybe in five or ten yours & mine will meet again
straighten this whole thing out. Maybe then honesty
need not be fears as a friend of an enemy. This is my
distance & this is my game face.”